Saturday, May 31, 2008 ; 4:40 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

I really dunt noe wad is going on...
Have your feelings towards me changed?
You dunt seem to treat me as good as in the past.
Ain't i suppose to be your priority?
Y do your attitude towards me changed drastically?
I really dread the way you treat me.
How i wish time could take a turn back

Labels: everything will be so wonderful, if only i have never fallen in love

Friday, May 30, 2008 ; 4:06 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

And now i am gg to upload more photos agn!

These photos were taken on Sat, 24/5/08. Were there to watch Yuying dance concert! And i swear that the concert was nice ok! I literally enjoyed the whole performance!

Continue to strive on yuying dancers!

Ok, here are the photos!

& boon took this photo of me when i was playing her DS & i dont even noe lah. I think its ugly but she claims is ok.Haha!

; 3:39 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Actually wanted to blog ystd but i was too tired!

Bcos in the evening i was watching a taiwan drama through youtube wif my bro and the show is very nice ok! The title of the show is "The Lucky Star" this is the eng title for the show. It is super nice.Haha. I was thinking of watching finish the whole episode after which i would go and blog but in the end i was very very tired after watching the show. Supposedly i was suppose to finish my bzf script after wztching but i was too tired so i went to lie down awhile.. And guess wad!?!? I fell aslepp! Hahaha!! But at least i am responsible k, cos i woke up at 6am in the morning jus to finish typing the scripts k! I am so proud of myself!Haha:)

Ok, now i will upload the photos that me, boon ling and kharyin took ystd at j8! Haha!! Me and my dear boon! Kharyin,boon & me Us agn!

Kharyin and me!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ; 7:13 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Hey! To everyone who cares for me! Dunt have to worry, i am alright alr k! Everything is fine and back to normal! I love you guys alot k!

Although we are back tgt agn but i feel that we are distant from each other.
Sometimes i feel that i am becoming to not understand you like in the past.
I start to feel so lonely now
I really dunno wad is going wrong.
Sometimes i feel that i had made the wrong choice to hold you back..
I am really at a lost now, dunno wad to do..
I jus hope that time could pass faster and things will get better as time goes by.

Labels: i just wish that i could go back in time.., love hurts

Sunday, May 25, 2008 ; 6:32 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Everything is over!
I didnt expect things to happen this way. Why is everything happening in the wrong direction?? Hopefully my life would be better w/o you but i doubt so. Juz like someone having a healthy body all his life and suddenly has some kinda of sickness. I am like in that situation now:( I am really at a lost of words now, dunno wad to say. Am i jus too fussy or am i demanding too much from you?? Ok,watever! Anyway its over alr, jus hope that time could heal my broken heart . Thanks boon for consolling me. W/o her i really dunno wad i would do. Nvm, though everything is over but i am glad that i still have you=boon. Love yoo like mad k!

I hope your life would be better w/o me, i wish you all the best! Bye!

Labels: Bye bye

Monday, May 19, 2008 ; 7:58 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

I hate wad i am feeling now!
Do you really noe wad i want?
Do you really understand me?
I doubt so

As usual, went to helped dad in the morning and decided to leave early cos i have many things undone. Reached home ard 12pm and slacked ard. After awhile received a msg from pying and she wanted to ask me out so i decided to meet her up at AMK hub cos thats the only place that i can go for today cos as mentioned earlier i have many things undone. Met up with her and liangyi at amk mrt station at about 5 plus. Went to walk ard AMK hub, settled down for dinner den pying and liangyi was like forcing me to eat lah.haha. THANKS TO PYING FOR THE TREAT! She is always so nice.haha. Seperated at ard 7:15pm and lastly, Home Sweet Home!
Ok,gotta stop here:)

Sunday, May 18, 2008 ; 10:13 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Sometimes if you do not wanna do somethings just say it out
Dunt have to find so many excuses to avoid it
Everything you said in the past were jus a lie

No worries
I wouldnt ask you to do things that you dunt want to in future
I will just suffer in silence
Iwill not utter a single word of unhappiness infront of you
Just do anything that you like

Hate the way i am now
I think i will collapse in a matter of time

Labels: its all jus a lie~

Friday, May 16, 2008 ; 10:16 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOY & SHU JUAN!!

Was feeling quite moody this morning but well everything is fine now! After lessons today we went to canteen to celebrate Shu Juan birthday and it was like so funny lah. We were like playing with the cake! Hahaha!! But i am sure that we did enjoy ourself:) Aftermath went for OA extra lessons and we were super late! Me and Pying was like taking turn to be moody lah! Haha but in the end my prob was settled but not hers. Dunt think too much ok girl! Dunt care abt others words jus do wad your heart tells you to:) Cheer up gal! Came back home and went out agn, met boy to celebrate his birthday! Gave him the presents that i bought for him and he was like kinda of shock and happy! Haha:) But in the end, had to change the pants cos it was kinda of tight and we went to AMK hub to get the pants changed den went to NEBO to dine and the food was delicious and we were like so full after that.haha. After which boy sent me home and went to meet his friends at somerset:) Enjoy Yourself Boy!! Ok gotta end here! Bye Bye!!

Labels: will you x3 me till eternity?

Thursday, May 15, 2008 ; 11:13 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Looks like everything is coming back to square one
I can sacrifice everything for you but y cant you??
Casting me aside with a jus a sry.
Do you think it will help to heal a wound??
Trying to pretend that nth have happened
But i jus cant
I am really so afraid to trust you agn
Letting me down agn and agn
Broken heart, Bleeding Love

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ; 11:41 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

As usual walked to sch wif Boon and its always so nice to share my problems wif her:) But tmr she won't be meeting in the morning cos she is having dance performance for the graduation ceremony & i wish her all the best!! Didnt go for PE lessons today cos me and Pying were like to lazy to go back to sch and i will be like wasting my time lah cos even if i were to go i would be wasting my time lah, sitting there doing nth! So i accompanied Pying to meet her friend and we took some pics.Haha:) Aftermath, we went our seperate ways! Reached home ard 1:30pm, slacked ard and went to do my OA assignments but unfortunately wasnt able to finish it up cos boy was reaching alr so i intended to finish it up when i come back. Hence, met boy and went to his aunt salon's to get my hair cut! Initially boy didnt want to cut, he only went there to accompany me but in the end his aunt was like nagging at him den finally he was enlightened by his aunt's words and decided to get it cut too! Haha! I look quite funny with my new hair cut but i love it & boy love his hair so much too! This are pics that me & boy took after we got our hair cut:D

And this is how i look before i got my hair cut

I look so different from before & after lah. But boy say that its cute!Haha:D

Labels: Life is unpredictable

Monday, May 12, 2008 ; 10:18 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Finally everything its over(:
I am a happy girl once agn!

Lessons today was ok and i was like studying like mad for the bzf test ystd but in the end there wasnt any test today! But actually its oso a good thing lah cos i think if i were to take the test i wouldnt do well. Hahaha! Edeline was like so cute today lah. She bought nuggets for me during break time but she kept denying and its like so obvious cos jwen didnt know that Edeline does not wanna let me noe that she bought it and so she spilled it out! I was like laughing non-stop lah! But anyway, Thx alot girl i really appreciate it alot!! When we were in class waiting for accounting class, we were like playing ard lah! Den Pying start taking photos and i think i shall upload those photos tmr perhaps.Haha! In the evening boy came to meet me to bring me out for dinner and he was like so cute lah, told me some things and made me so angry den after which he told me that he was lying to me! I was like WTH! When we were at j8 he wanted to play arcade but i pulled him out and he was like" i wanna play leh... Let me play awhile lah" den i told "next time lah!" and the whole scenario was so hilarious. But it was fun to have him ard me afterall! I Love You,Boy!
Ok, now will be pics talk time!! haha:D

Me and Shujuan, taking our reflections! Haha.

Shujuan and me. I look so white!

Me,Edeline & Xuan Wei. Our reflections:)

Haha! She is trying to make our height the same:)

Lastly, will be photos that i have taken wif boy ystd after mothers' day dinner wif my family and relatives. He was too shy to take photos at my hse so we went to my hse void deck to snap pics instead.Haha:D

Labels: love me or hate me

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ; 2:32 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Why am i getting so impatient over you this few days!?
Agn giving me empty promises!
Telling me that you wont give me empty promises anymore but see what you have done!
Do i deserve to get such things in return from you!?!?
Somtimes i jus wish i could put a full stop to everything.
Giving me excuses agn and agn!
Am i jus too petty or unreasonable!?
Trying to get over all the damaged you have done but i jus cant, i am jus acting!

I was back home early today cos i gotta study for my test! I am a good girl afterall:) Got to go out for dinner wif my cousin,grandma,uncle & my family cos its mother's day today and so my mum is treating us! Haha! Finally she is doing something worth praising! Initially wanted to have my hair cut today but unfortunaetly bf's aunt is sick and not working today, I hope his aunt is not very sick & will get well soon:D Btw, She is a very nice lady! So i think i will get my hair cut on tues,hopefully!
Ok! i gotta mug on my studies now!
Bye earthlings:D

Labels: Sometimes saying sry is not the best solution

Saturday, May 10, 2008 ; 7:07 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

I dunno wad is going on this few days
I am getting so emotional
Is this wad life is suppose to be
I hate the way i am now
You jus dunt understand me
Suddenly felt that life has lost its meaning

I think tis week is not a very good week for me. Tried not to get so emotional but i just cant help it. I really dunno wad is going on!! Today was quite a tiring day but still i have to pull through no matter how difficult it would be. Gonna mug on my studies after blogging cos i am having bzf revision test on Mon and its like 5 chapters! I dont know how am i gg to get that 5 chapters into my head! Having so much troubles here and there! I will jus try to put all my troubles behind me. Michelle, you can do it!

Labels: Love me for what i am but not who i am

Friday, May 9, 2008 ; 7:33 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Sch was fine today! cos i only need to attend lessons for 3 hrs,haha! Today Pying did not go for sch cos she woke up late and she was like so funny... She told me that actually ystd night she alr prepared everything for today's sch den in the end today she woke up late and decided not to go for sch.haha! So in class i was sitting wif shu juan for the entire 3 hrs but it was quite enjoyable to sit beside her.haha:) After lessons, went to j8 to lunch wif shu juan,edeline,jwen,xuan wei and hui ping but i didnt eat cos i was broke. Jwen,Edeline and Shu Juan were so nice lah, they kept asking me to eat and they said that they could treat me. But i didnt accept their offer cos i dont think its good lah. Thanks anyway, I appreciate it very much! After dining at j8 for lunch, Jwen, Edeline and me bused down to AMK cos i wanna make my EZ link card so Edeline accompanied me and Jwen went to meet her friend. Aftermath, the two of us shopped ard AMK hub and i bought some stuffs. And i need to thank Edeline lah! Cos she was so nice to lend me money, thank you so much! After which, we went seperate ways cos she needs to meet her sis.haha:) Ok! I think i will stop here:D

Labels: i miss you so badly

Thursday, May 8, 2008 ; 8:19 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

My second post for the day! Dear initially wanted to give me a surprise but too bad it was not so surprising cos i have alr expected him to come to my house without telling me. But anyway i am very happy that he made an effort to surprise me although it was not successful:) I love you lots lah! In the morning met boon and her friend at j8 there and we walk to sch tgt. Love boon so much lah! She was so nice lah, always buy breakfast for me! I am so happy to have her by my side cos she will always be there to lend me a listening ear and always try to help me as much as she can! I <3 BOON Btw, i am not moody anymore:)

Dear boon & me. I look so ugly lah!

Labels: life is full of ups and downs

; 5:29 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

Haha, Finally back to blogging agn after one yr plus:) Sch today was ok but was feeling so tired today! Luckily today's lesson ended early otherwise i think i would be like dead-beaten by the time i reach home. Was feeling kind of moody today cos of some personal matters:( I dunno whether i am too siao qi or wad!? I jus dunt like people to give me empty promises. I hope 'you' can stop promising me things that you are not able to accomplish! I hate that feeling! I feel as if i have been cheated or i am being too naive to trust 'you'! Ok, i think i will stop here for now:)

Labels: mich needs a break~~