Friday, February 26, 2010 ; 12:37 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
TAKE A STEP BACK.
Went to see doctor after school and its like the third time i am seeing for this month.
Wasted so much money this month on doctors!
Hopefully this time it will work.
Head down to site aftermath and was quite pissed off!
Dont wish to address this matter here but luckily baby was there to let me vent my anger though not physically. Haha!
But it still made me feel so much better(:
I just hate people who doesn't give me respect!
Reached home and i thought i could eat something before sleeping bcos i've only eaten one meal for the whole day but who knows!?!?
Just bcos of something stupid i don't have the mood to eat already.
Can't you guys just take a step back each?
Its so frustrating when i see things like that happening.
You guys are adults but acting like a small kid.
It takes two hands to clap but both of them are not cooperating.
Shall stop here.
Not much mood to blog today.
Sunday, February 21, 2010 ; 10:19 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
ITS SIMPLY JUST ME.Weekends was quite fun.
Went drinking again on sat with baby, ede and mervyn.
I drank quite alot but didnt puke and its an awful feeling!
Baby sent me back to bishan then to his place and in total it was only 21 bucks. Damn cheap!
Thinking back about what baby said was quite true.
I always think of giving the best that i could to the people around me when i don't even think for myself.
Everytime i will try my very best to be a good friend but in the end do people give a damn about me?
No? Each time i will only feel so disappointed by the little things that i see.
People might think its nothing much but to me it matters alot.
Perhaps i should just listen to baby.
Just care for him and myself bcos i know he will always be there.
Like what he said, Its impossible for me to make eveyone happy.
I'm a human, i have feelings too.
At least if i don't do that i wouldn't feel so dissappointed and i guess i will feel happier.
I feel so confused right now :(
I miss baby again, he is the only one who understands me and the one who cares for me the most.
Life would be a disaster without him.
I LOVE YOU.
Labels: it doesn't pays to be concern
Friday, February 19, 2010 ; 12:45 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
I FEEL SO OUT, DON'T FEEL PART OF IT.Haven't been blogging for quite a long time.
This year chinese new year was quite sucky to me.
Bcos the feel wasn't really here, don't know why either.
However, this chinese new year was quite different compared to the past years.
For this year, second day of CNY met up with ede, xw, baby and merv for drinking!
But poor xw sprained her ankle and ede had a big bruise on her arm without knowing how she knock herself or when she hit herself! HAHA!
Overall, it was quite a fun night(:
Didn't had much ang baos this year but i'm satisfied already.
Exams are approaching real soon and i guess everyone is mugging hard for this final paper.
I hope me and my clique can do well for this final paper(:
I'm very happy to have found this group of friends (i hope you guys know who you are), they are really great friends.
They are the ones who will be there to go through thick and thin with me and they will never fail to make me smile when i'm down.
True friends will always stick with you till the end no matter what.
Love them all(:
Its friday once again and of course other than my great friends i have a great boyfriend too!
It's time to meet him and i always look forward to it(:
Shall end here.
Labels: contradiction
Thursday, February 4, 2010 ; 10:16 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
You'll Never Know HOw Great Power Of Love Is.Next week, application for poly will be open for us and now my mind is in a whirl.
Not sure of what course i want to get into and what i am really afraid of is whether i could get in and what am i goona do if it fails.
Am i gonna continue studying or just get out to work?
Have been discussing alot regarding this issue with my clique and yea of cos all of us hopes to get into poly and we don't know where we should go if we cant get in.
Hopefully the result will be positive.
Shall look at the bright side(:
On a side note, i'm happy that i am able to come this far.
Thinking of the first day i enter the school till today, i felt happy and satisfied.
Though at one point i almost wanted to give up but the friends around me spurred me on(:
Met baby earlier on and of cos was super happy to meet him.
Seriously, missed him so much for the past few days.
I promise this weekend will not be like last weekend.
Had so much fun with baby.
I was like so hyperactive and i told baby that i'm hypertension when i wanted to say hyperactive.
I thought he didn't noticed that i said wrongly but he did!
And he laughed at me :(
Gonna meet him again tomorrow!
We've got so many places to go during the weekends(:
He can never look normal when taking pictures with me! Haha!
Gonna end here :D
Labels: love love love
