Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ; 1:08 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
Finally i am back to blogging!
Didn't really had a great time the past few weeks, was feeling rather moody due to some stuff.
Everything is changing and i really hate to face the truth!
Its rather painful to face the facts.
How i wish i could disappear right away.
Really hate what i am going thru now.
Its either i give up or i continue living the life i am having now.
Trying to act non-chalant to everything that is changing around me but its just difficult.
Its easier said then done!
I should be happy today that we have come these far but somehow my mood is not there.
There is no sense of excitement at all.
All i have is a sense of insecurity.
How i wish i could just let go and not think too much!
Its really hard to carry on when things are like that.
I will just try to carry on for as long as i can, till my last breath.
Will try to keep everything deep down in my heart.
Ok. gonna post some photos that i took with alicia and crys on thurs, 2/4/09.
Went to Orchard with them and they got me a dress as my birthday gift!
& I love it, thanks girls(:
M.A.C is loved!
In a blink of an eye,
25 mths had passed but
I'm sad to say that everything has changed!
If i could just go back in time
that would be so wonderful
Too bad, its impossible.
