Saturday, May 30, 2009 ; 3:09 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
C-O-N-F-U-S-E-D!
Really don't know if i should let go, somehow you give me a feeling that i should let go.
You sounded like you care for me but actual fact deep down in your heart, it doesn't matter if i am by your side anot.
Seriously, i just wanna know what you are thinking! You are making me feel like an idiot!
I'm somehow happy and unhappy that you appeared.
Happy because i won't have to feel so hurt like how i used to feel in the past,
unhappy because i don't know what is right for me and i feel bad deceiving you about some stuff.
Hopefully things will take place in a slower pace so that i will not be out of breath.
Was suppose to have a chalet on wed night bcos my cousin booked 2 nights for herself but she was only able to go for thurs night, so i was kind enough to take up one night from her for a few of my classmates from IQH. However, apparently she wont be free to get the keys on wed and i can't get the keys on her behalf which means that everything has to be cancelled!
Sadded :(
Gotta stop here for now(:
I'm super tired!