Weekends was quite fun. Went drinking again on sat with baby, ede and mervyn. I drank quite alot but didnt puke and its an awful feeling! Baby sent me back to bishan then to his place and in total it was only 21 bucks. Damn cheap! Thinking back about what baby said was quite true. I always think of giving the best that i could to the people around me when i don't even think for myself. Everytime i will try my very best to be a good friend but in the end do people give a damn about me? No? Each time i will only feel so disappointed by the little things that i see. People might think its nothing much but to me it matters alot. Perhaps i should just listen to baby. Just care for him and myself bcos i know he will always be there. Like what he said, Its impossible for me to make eveyone happy. I'm a human, i have feelings too. At least if i don't do that i wouldn't feel so dissappointed and i guess i will feel happier. I feel so confused right now :(
I miss baby again, he is the only one who understands me and the one who cares for me the most. Life would be a disaster without him. I LOVE YOU.