Monday, July 5, 2010 ; 10:53 PM♥

Because of you ; again.

UNLOVED.

Its been a long time since i felt so emo.

Don't know what is wrong.

I think baby's presence did made a difference, perhaps i will be weeping in bed if i hadn't met him for the entire day.

I've never felt so bad for a pretty long time.

I thought those days were over but, NO!

It's back here once again.

Kind of sad to see people around you caring for each other except for you.

Maybe its because of my stupid thinking that made me felt so depressed!

It's like what i've done to get this kind of treatment?

Though i've been trying hard to console myself that having 4 people in your life who cares about you is good enough but to no avail the heart is not getting any better.

Am i just too greedy?

For now, the best solution is to stay away from that site and focus my mind on studies and bf.

I should show more care and concern towards baby.

Made him super sad and heart broken yesterday as he felt that i've been spending too much time with friends.

Perhaps, what is happening to me now is karma.

What goes around comes back around.

I've got many thoughts running through my mind now and its making me feel worst!<.br/>

I guess this is the most emo post ever!

Should just mind my own business in future.

Its just too much to take when people around you are not reacting to your needs when you will always try to be there for them.

Oh man, i really need a break!

I remember myself posting something like that a few months back and at that time i promised myself the same thing but here i am, back to square one.

It's easier said then done.

I'm not a good friend and i think my actions seems fake which led me to this state.

I just need some time alone.

Labels: How i wish all these were just a dream.