Thursday, July 8, 2010 ; 12:11 AM♥

Because of you ; again.

YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG.

Alright, shall take back the post i wrote 2 days back.

Perhaps at that time i was thinking too much.

Life isn't that bad afterall.

I know who are my true friends now and i hope i am right about them.

Low Poh Jen texted me today after reading my post and POH JEN...

This is for you.

Thanks for being there for me and i know you're a super good friend.

We went through lots together and i will never forget.

Be it sad or happy, we were always there for each other.

Never regret knowing you 2 years back and i hope you feel the same way too.

I LOVE YOU, LOW POH JEN!

Hopefully she will get to read this. (:

If she don't then its too bad.

She wont get to hear the good words that comes from me as i will never say that in front her as she is super thick skin.

She will start to fly if i were to say it infront of her. HAHA!

Didn't attend lessons today but i went back to school for PBL2.

Frankly speaking, i feel that PBL2 is not as tough as PBL1 as we got to set our own questions.

Many projects are due the following week and this term will be a fast one.

Had dinner with baby at BP and headed down to meet mr manager to pass him my work stuff.

I'm super happy that i am going to get done with it soon!

Won't have to go down anymore i hope (:

Though i'm happy that i wont have to work anymore but on the other side i'm sad :(

Because after next month, i might have to feed on grass.

My irritating mum is giving me monetary problems again!

I'd seen it coming long ago but i still decided to quit my job so i guess i had asked for it huh?

I really hope to get another job soon but not so tough like the one i had.

Its kind of difficult to get a job of my requirements.

I doubt i will be able to find it unless i have connections which i don't :(

I really don't know what i should do now.

Thank god, i've a nice bf and a nice bf's mum.

After she got to know about my situation, she did something that i was so shock!

She gave me a 100 bucks and ask me to tell baby if i don't have money.

I feel so bad taking her money.

She's really so much better then my mum.

I'm not being realistic here but my mum doesn't give a shit about me!

I was sick yesterday and when i told my parents that i wanted to see a doc, only my dad voiced out to ask if i had money to see whereas my mum just kept quiet!

Super fxcked up!

I seriously pity my dad, i hope my dad will be able to live till ripe age.

Can't afford to lose my dad.

He's really a noble and understanding father.

Though, at times i would quarrel with him and not talk a few days but ultimately i still love him.

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