Wednesday, October 27, 2010 ; 10:01 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
It Just Doesn't Feel Right
Its hard knowing the fact everyone thinks you have a wonderful life, fun , happy, and cheerful life, but when you are alone, you cry for no reason you just cry and cry till you feel happy and then when you are happy you want to feel sad again and just keep crying
Feeling so emotional all of a sudden and i kind of think that it's because i've been staying home for the past 2 days that i'm feeling so lonely!
Every wednesday is supposed to be a day out with baby but for the past few wednesdays it has been a day where i have been lazing at home and feeling all fucked up! :(
Thanks to the NS shit that made me feel so screwed!
It's times like this that made me feel like i'm going through all these alone and i felt like i've no one there for me besides baby!
I seriously think that it's time for me to meet the girls and so many others, it has been a long time since we last met.
I've been rather lazy to plan meetups recently cos i'm kind of scared to get disappointments, so all i'm doing all this while is just waiting.
But well, all my waiting have came to nothing!
Alright, apart from that monday went to the airport with meixin, yihui, jiaqi, huilin and cherry!
Jiaqi being the only guy he was feeling rather awkward but we girls are nice we will never make anyone feel left out (:
Had an awesome day with them and took a really long bus ride home which i really enjoyed alot!
I was telling jiaqi and huilin how i enjoyed long bus rides and they agreed with me too! (:
Gonna stop here!
Labels: I'm not that difficult to please.